Hello everyone :)
Just thought I would drop in and give a quick update since it has been awhile since I have posted anything. Life is good. Can't complain too much. School is going well and spring break is next week so that makes me happy :) Justin still loves his job and that makes me happy too :) As far as pregnancy goes, well still working on it :)
Currently 3 weeks late but no positive pregnancy tests. I am not real sure what to think about this. I was about 3 weeks late before I got a positive test with Emily so part of me thinks there may be a real possibility. I also keep telling myself that the ovulation and pregnancy tests I have been using are bogus since I got them off Amazon so I got a test from walmart and that one was negative too. So to be honest I am not real sure what day I am on or when I am supposed to start testing with the ovulation tests again....? Who knows. For now I am just assuming I am not pregnant because if I think otherwise I will just get my hopes up and we all know that always ends in disappointment. So until I see 2 lines I am not thinking anything. I have decided to just schedule an appointment with my doc for early April sometime and we will go from there.
We are also coming up on the 1 year anniversary of Emily's birth/passing. I am pretty nervous about this. I do not really know what to expect. I am planning on making a cake but other than that we do not have much planned. I would like to do something to make it memorable but I am not very creative. Any ideas? I could have a family thing but I'll just end up crying all day and who wants to see that? :)
Well that is all for now. Life is good and it is only going to get better (hopefully).
Thanks for reading :)
You could go on a little trip somewhere, release balloons, donate memory boxes or other items in her memory to a local hospital or even items to a women's center.
ReplyDeleteI am so happy to read an update! Celebrating her birthday is so great. It was the day you gave her a body, and you know she's celebrating that in heaven! As long as we are in Greensboro Ben and I plan to celebrate Eleanor. Probably with a birthday cake and ballooons at her grave, just the two of us. What else would you do need to do for a 1 year old?
ReplyDeleteI was thinking myself what a great day of celebration it should be :)I had an image of her celebrating in heaven :)
DeleteA gal that grew up here, lost a baby three weeks after she was born. On her first birthday she picked out a very nice outfit and took it to the hospital to give to the first girl born that day. Love ya and will be thinking about you both on her birthday.
ReplyDeleteWhat a great idea! Justin and I both like this idea :) Love and miss you!
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