Hello everyone :)
Just thought I would drop in and give a quick update since it has been awhile since I have posted anything. Life is good. Can't complain too much. School is going well and spring break is next week so that makes me happy :) Justin still loves his job and that makes me happy too :) As far as pregnancy goes, well still working on it :)
Currently 3 weeks late but no positive pregnancy tests. I am not real sure what to think about this. I was about 3 weeks late before I got a positive test with Emily so part of me thinks there may be a real possibility. I also keep telling myself that the ovulation and pregnancy tests I have been using are bogus since I got them off Amazon so I got a test from walmart and that one was negative too. So to be honest I am not real sure what day I am on or when I am supposed to start testing with the ovulation tests again....? Who knows. For now I am just assuming I am not pregnant because if I think otherwise I will just get my hopes up and we all know that always ends in disappointment. So until I see 2 lines I am not thinking anything. I have decided to just schedule an appointment with my doc for early April sometime and we will go from there.
We are also coming up on the 1 year anniversary of Emily's birth/passing. I am pretty nervous about this. I do not really know what to expect. I am planning on making a cake but other than that we do not have much planned. I would like to do something to make it memorable but I am not very creative. Any ideas? I could have a family thing but I'll just end up crying all day and who wants to see that? :)
Well that is all for now. Life is good and it is only going to get better (hopefully).
Thanks for reading :)